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Hadil Al Saqqa | © HI
Hadil Al Saqqa joined HI last April. She is a Health project manager. She explains how she copes with such a difficult situation.
Since October 7 and the escalation of violence between Israel and Hamas, at least 40,000 Palestinians have been killed – including at least 10.000 children - and over 80,000 injured in the continuous bombing of Gaza by Israeli forces. This deadly offensive comes in the wake of a massive attack launched on Israel by Hamas, in which 1,200 Israelis were killed and 240 Israelis and foreign nationals were taken hostage.
I am based at a HI guest house/office in the middle area. One of the main challenges we face is unreliable internet connectivity. To mitigate this, we sometimes work late at night or early in the morning when the connection improves. Additionally, the security situation and evacuation orders impact our operations and require us to adapt quickly.
The solidarity and support of the HI team are incredibly encouraging. HI's noble goal of preparing for and responding to emergencies drives me to stay active and engaged. Additionally, the urgent needs of the people we serve push me to put in extra effort. Positive feedback from partners and the recognition of HI as a leading humanitarian organisation also inspire me to work harder and contribute more effectively to our mission.
Being displaced multiple times over the past nine months has been a continuous struggle for me and my family, constantly moving from one place to another in an attempt to survive and secure basic supplies. This daily battle has profoundly impacted my job performance, leading to anxiety and frustration. Witnessing the pain and suffering of others in Gaza adds to this strain, creating a surreal daily experience at work. Despite these challenges, our efforts in providing services to the survivors of Gaza are fuelled by a deep sensitivity to their suffering. Each service we deliver is a slight relief in their immense pain, which motivates us to continue our work with dedication and compassion. It is as if you are applying pressure to your wound and bandaging the wounds of others, striving to provide comfort and healing amidst the turmoil.
Despite the indescribable pain and suffering, there are always moments of hope, smiles, and gratitude from those who receive humanitarian aid. These moments inspire us to do more, persevere, and believe deeply in our work's significance. They reinforce our belief that survival and recovery are achievable goals.
Coping with severe injuries that demand urgent and continuous rehabilitation is among the foremost difficulties. Securing essential supplies and resources amid conflict presents logistical hurdles. Moreover, managing the emotional toll of experiencing and witnessing the ongoing humanitarian crisis while upholding professionalism and effectiveness in our roles is an ongoing daily challenge.
My motivation is personal. Years ago, my father was severely injured, facing both physical and psychological challenges. Seeing his progress and its positive impact on our quality of life reinforced my belief in the critical role of multidisciplinary rehabilitation services in healing both body and soul and achieving independence in functional activities for survivors. It drives me to make a tangible difference in the lives of those who have endured unimaginable suffering. Contributing to their physical and psychological rehabilitation gives purpose and profound meaning to our work as we strive to restore hope and improve their quality of life.
The number of security incidents affecting aid workers involving deliberate acts of violence has been incredibly high. According to Aid Workers Security, 320 humanitarian workers have been shot, kidnapped, victims of aerial bombing, etc., since January 2024. They were 911 in 2023.
In August 2023, HI, Médecins du Monde, and Action Against Hunger published a joint report titled "The risks we take are beyond comprehension—Better protecting humanitarian and health workers." The report takes stock of humanitarian organizations' challenges and key demands for better protection of these workers.
HI is an independent and impartial aid organisation working in situations of poverty and exclusion, conflict and disaster. We work alongside people with disabilities and vulnerable populations, taking action and bearing witness in order to respond to their essential needs, improve their living conditions and promote respect for their dignity and fundamental rights.
HI is an independent and impartial aid organisation working in situations of poverty and exclusion, conflict and disaster. We work alongside people with disabilities and vulnerable populations, taking action and bearing witness in order to respond to their essential needs, improve their living conditions and promote respect for their dignity and fundamental rights.